Sunday, October 24, 2010

Flaws and All

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that

I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
And that's exactly what I mean

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you


Azreys Azaman. i heart u. :')

Love,



" Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light "

gambar lama








tak payah melalut letak caption merepek repek, ayat terlebih emo bagai. cukup sekadar ini,

saya rindu mereka.



I'm not missing you



Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiosity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
'Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

(But) I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
'Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

No I can't be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can't keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when its right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life

I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, oh see the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you

I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you


:')

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

holiday plisss!



I really need a break. otak dah tak cukup space untuk menampung banyak perkara. ada sape sape berminat nak tumpangkan separuh otak ni kat kepala?

saya perlukan gelak tawa, bukan deraian air mata. saya perlukan kekuatan, bukan bebanan yang bertambah tambah. saya perlukan perhatian dan pengertian. saya dah cukup lemas, tolonglah jangan buat saya seakan tak mampu bernafas lagi. sudah sudahlah.


dear old friends, i really need you.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Again

Program : Forum The Creation of Global Citizen : Media Liberalization and The New Political Realities
Tarikh : 18 && 19 Oktober 2010
Tempat : Dewan PWTC, Kuala Lumpur.



Depart from Kuching International Airport at 4.05pm, 17 October 2010.
Depart from Kuala Lumpur International Airport at 7.00pm, 19 October 2010.

balik rumah, makan makan ! uyeahhh ~~


Monday, October 11, 2010

jom webcam !!







ahha, kami memang tak ada kerja malam tu. :DD