Rebirth into Reality

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

glitter & glamorous

Cognitives Sciences Dinner 2009

Date: 16th January 2010

Venue: The Regency Rajah Court Hotel

Theme: Glitter & Glamorous

*long flowy dress with bolero or cardigans? :)

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

.i'm not sure.

i don't know whether what am i doing now is the right thing or not. am i letting myself to be destroyed again, easily? freely? or this is for real? is it a wasting of time, or it is just a part of 'chilling' moment that i shouldn't regret with?

love is giving him the power to destroy you but trusting him not to.

i'm not sure. :(

broken-hearted girl

You're everything i thought you never were

Ain't nothing like a thought could have been

Still you live inside of me

So tell me how is that

You're the only one i wish i could forget

The only one i love to not forgive

And though you break my heart

You're the only one

And though there are times when i hate you

'cause i can't erase

The times that you hurt me

And put tears on my face

And even now while i hate you

It pains me to say

I know i'll be there

At the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna take a breath without you babe

I don't wanna play that part

I know that i love you

But let me just say

I don't wanna love you

In no kind of way

I don't want a broken heart

I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl

No no no broken-hearted girl

Something that i feel i need to say

But untill now i've always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still i wanna put this out

You say you got the most respect for me but

Sometimes i feel you're not deserved of me

And still you're in my heart

But you're the only one

And yes there are times when i hate you

But i don't complain

'cause i've been afraid that

You would walk away

but now i don't hate you

I'm happy to say

That i will be there

At the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna take a breath without you babe

I don't wanna play that part

I know that i love you

But let me just say

I don't wanna love you

In no kind of way

I don't want a broken heart

I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl

broken-hearted girl

Now i met a place i thought i'd never be

I'm living in a world whereas all about you and me

And i won't be afraid my broken heart as free

To spread my wings and fly away away with you

I don't wanna be without my baby

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna take a breath without my babe

pacik..

from the bottom of my heart...

I HATE YOU!!!

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home..

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

11:35am, 3 November 2009

Monday, November 2, 2009

to fatin & nazya: special utk korang..study week kite. :(

ni ntok korang. n ecah pon. rindu korang gile! yang len, tak. jangan prasan. n jangan menyebok!

:'(

happy birthday baby...

6:3opm, 2 November 2009.. :)

arini burfday pacik yang paling sai sayang. hehehe. :p pacik ni kawan sai since kat matrik till now. kitorang xde la rapat sangat kat matrik dlu. kenal2 cam tu jek. but then, kitorang jadik sangat rapat lepas abes matrik. :) *special thanks kat myspace.. :p *

until now, pacik ni la orang yang paling dekat ngn hati sai.. ecehh! teringat time dapat offer kat sarawak dulu, sempat nangis2 kot btao pacik ni. time dapat offer spa lak, pacik ni jugak yg tao dulu. kire pacik ni special la jugak. hohoho! *no controversy afta dis*

pacik, if u read this post, this is fer yu.. :)

i nak say thanks sangat2 fer being the coolest+cutest+greatest 'guy'friend i ever had.. thanks fer d time u had spent with me all this while.. i sayang gile kat u! n i harap sangat, friendship ni berkekalan sampai bile2.. even mane tao, u ade girlfriend laen ke lpas ni kann.. :p i nak u tao, i sntiase doakan yang terbaek ntok u.. sorry last nyte i xnyanyi birthday song kat u.. i asyik nk tergelak je kott.. cukup2 la dat day jek i nyanyi ntok u.. ;) *ps: u, afta bella luna, i nak denga banyak lg songs ntok i ek.. keep singing! ;) * hm.. sorri sesangat pasal smalam.. i xbniat pon nk tipu u sayangg.. i nk manje2 ngn birthday boy je! :p nnt time sem break, kite klua lagi k?.. afta dis, i'll bring my mom skali la.. kn diye yang bkenan kat u.. i tak! hehehe.. promise me, u akn mkn banyak2 lpas ni.. bia u tu gemok sket.. i tao, u akn ckap u mmg dah makan banyak2.. tp xgemok2.. tinggi je kann.. xpe, lpas ni before makan u kne bace doa bia mknn tu stay kat perot n bukan bahagian lain ok.. :p

ok, enuff2.. tu jek ntok pacik sai tu.. ;) the rest maybe xkenal pacik ni.. xpela, i've done something td.. sile lihat hasilnye yekk.. :) *agak kelam kabut wit the 'paste'ing work.. 1st try kot! ala, if xcantek pon xpela.. blog sai kann.. bukan blog korang.. watpe nk sebok kann.. :p *